It’s not particularly late on Tuesday morning and I still haven’t heard from the potential new man in my life/aka Mr. 3 Dates. We ended our date on Sunday night with a rather chaste kiss on my corner (he hasn’t yet made an effort to really kiss me, even though he’s said some rather grand things). Moments earlier I’d handed him a card with the name of my blog and my pen name (we talked about it over drinks, but didn’t address it by name).
I have to assume that he went home and read some of it. And maybe didn’t like what he saw?
I don’t know.
All I know is that I feel like I should have maybe heard from him by now. Especially as I’d just revealed this big thing about myself to him. Made myself vulnerable.
Anyway, I’m feeling disappointed. Like I picked wrong. Again. I was thinking (hoping), just maybe, I’d found someone who could be that person. And now I don’t feel that way.
Maybe it’s too early. Maybe he just needs time to digest whatever new info he’s gleaning about me? Or maybe I am only capable of really liking the wrong men? Still.
Tags: blog, Dating update, disappointed